Pointless update.

I wish I were able to find some sort of reason for existence.
I need to feel that. I need to know that there's a reason, a point.
I have been looking for years, and the answers I occasionally stumble upon always turn to shit. Thus making life even more pointless and hard to tolerate.
I would give anything to be another dumb fuck that could accept the bullshit that helps most of our worthless population get by.

Oh well.

Maybe someday.

Love,
Jeffrey.